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Kecemasan dan Jurnal

Hari ini rasanya cemas berlebih sekali, waktu nulis ini aja tangan gemeteran, terus engga fokus, sengaja searxh di google, katanya salah satu cara mengurangi kecemasan dengan menulis.  I will start with the problem. 1. Hari itu entah kenapa ada yang kirim undangan pakai aplikasi APK di WA, saya ga sengaja ke download tapi belum sempat di klik, akhirnya m-banking saya apus. 2. Hari itu jadwal nge gym, janjiannya sama trainer jam 7, tapi mobil dipake sampe jam 7 belum ada, akhirnya telat nge gym, dmn saya salah satu orang yg engga pernah ngaret, engga pernah telat. 3. Gym hari itu berad banget sepertinya, saya dari siang emang engga terlalu selera makan. 4. Saat pulang dari gym, majuin mobil, trus mau mindur buat muter balik, ternyata nyerempet gundukan yg dibuat, dia semen dimasukin dalam ember cat, masuk ke bawah kolong mobil, trus ke seret, saya udah coba turun sekali buat ngecek, tapi ga keliatan apa apa, waktu itu hujan juga, udah lumayan gede. 5. Pas mobilnya udah ga bisa jalan...

My really broken hearted

Hari ini I did the biggest thing for my heart. I'm going to 26 this year, and it's old alredy. When I was in JHS, I felt in love woth my friend, my school mate. We never in one class, I just loved when I saw him,  Time flies away, now, I still falling love with him. I mean, I really tried to open up my heart for another guy,  There are guy who try to cathing me, he texted me all day long, but the only person I think about marriege is just him, my JHS's mate. Today, I told my bestie about, how I can forget him, and I tried to confess to him. I didn't save his number, so I texed him in instagram. I asked, "kamu punya calon istri ga sih?" He said, "Wkwk, Alhamdulillah mar" It was broke my heart, it was really did. I really wanna cry, crying over and over, my long last crush, my forst love, going to get married. But, honestly, I need to Thanks to Allah, at least, I know how I'll be deal with my heart, I have to keep my heart for my future, I can keep...